so i apparently am still not allowed to leave my window open after dark-despite getting a new screen-because when i do i'm subjected to the strange repercussions of bugs flying up my nose when really all i want to do is sit here in (somewhat) peace and watch music videos on youtube
Read more...so today (well yesterday:P) was free comic book day :D i went out with cort and tracey and it was awesome. uhm. we got to the first store around 7.30 because last year we never even got into that store because of a long line. and thisyear we wanted to get there early but i was sitting here at 7am on fb with cort all "i'm borrrred let's just go now" lmao. seriously. i was fucking bored and sanding in a line for like 2 hours sounded so much interesting. but we got there early this year and managed to get to all of the stores particpating-cause if you do you get a passport stamped at each place and that enters you into some contest lol. but holy fuck i don't know why but i never even fell asleep until around 4 (i had my alarm set for 6) but i woke up at 4.40 anyway haha. i actually slept after my friend left here, though, from around 5pm until 6.30 lol because i felt ready to pass out and i had a headache and my allergies were being such a bitch. blah.
wake up early. (stay a)live. stay up late. sleep. dream. repeat.
Read more...yesterday i woke up at about eight...and stayed up. looks like my regular sleeping habits are coming back into full-swing since i never even went to sleep until around three. ha. so i read for about an hour, showered, then went out on my bike. i rode out to the back fields and once there decided i'd go up on the hill. i of course didn't want to just leave my bike laying at the bottom so i decided to bring it up the hill. i couldn't bring it up the stairs (i wasn't even going to attempt that) but there's a path in the dirt beside the stairs so i went up that way. it was a lot harder than it sounded. i had to sit down at the top lmao. but i realized that getting it up was actually relatively after my attempt at getting it back down at the other side. there are paths in dirt all over the sides of the hill that you can use if you think stairs are stupid or something...i've actually never had any problems getting up or done any unless my dog was with me and pulling or the path was muddy. i knew i wouldn't be able to go down with my bike without slipping and falling so i let it go on its own...and it went halfway, went sideways, and got stuck in a bush. i smashed the bike into my leg getting it out and now my ankle is fucked and i scratched my leg above the ankle and it's swollen there a bit. but it's okay, it only hurts when i'm walking or putting pressure on it...i finally got my bike down the fucking hill, but of course my legs were covered in dirt and bike grease. i swear to god i can't go out on walks or biking without getting dirty:P it was fun, though. i love being able to get out on my bike finally. i came back here and read a bit more, than went out to get the proper coordinates for a geocache me and my friend had hid the previous day but marked the wrong coords down for...and it worked this time. blahblah. i came home, then dicked around on the computer (mostly bitching it out) trying to get a new mail account and facebook account because it seems mine was hacked. i finally got that working but it took forever and a lot of swearing and bursts of anger and sadness were involved... haha. my emotions can be pretty scary sometimes:/ uhm, oh, i watched the boondock saints :P great fucking film:) then i went and walked around the backfields again for a bit and (again) got covered in mud...when i got back home i had to soak my feet because i had a blister on my toe (my shoes have holes in them and there's one where my pinkie toe is so it sticks out and i got a stupid blister from it) had popped and i had blood and mud caked all along the side of my foot lol. my other foot was caked in mud and looked worse though. ah. didn't really do a whole lot else, although the walking dead season finale was on last night. holy fuck. the barn burning scenes were gorgeous, though. the ending had me squealing like a child haha. uhm. but people need to get the fuck off rick's back. he's only trying to, ya know, keep you alive and safe...
Read more...today was fairly interesting, i guess. i slept until eleven again, although it was only because when i first got up at eight-thirty i started getting weird sharp pains shooting through my stomach and the chest area above so i thought fuck it i'm going back to bed. i mostly just dozed in and out until eleven but it was better than staying up and groaning about the pain. i showered, then cooked up a frozen mac and cheese. at that point my mom and aunt got back from grocery shopping so i helped bring the groceries in & put them away. i then took four bites of my food before my stomach started bugging me again so i gave up on that. hung out with cort all afternoon--went to the dollar store (i bought a stuffed green dino for myself, tennis balls for my dog, and er...something else but i can't remember what), then we came back here. we got bored of sitting around here so we went to and rehid a couple of geocaches (google is your friend) in which i got attacked by many plants and trees and almost stepped on a used needle and broken glass :( it's such a clean neighbourhood, ya know? i didn't really do much else today because after cort left at four i took some aspirin and lied down because i had a stupid headache. probably from being out in the sun haha. i actually burnt a bit of my face being outside--it happens all the time though because i'm always so pale, then after winter i go out in really sunny weather and get burnt pretty quick. erm. then i was playing scrabble with my mom on facebook but out of nowhere i was logged out and got a message saying i had to confirm my mobile phone number for security measures...i don't own a cell phone so fuck you facebook. now if i want to log back i have to provide government issued id or something. ah...fuck it all :/
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blah. i've actually been sleeping until about eleven every day this week. i've just been sick with a cold and feeling very tired. (this is probably tmi but i think that being on my period fucks with my iron level more than it is so yeah that + considering my screwy iron level is probably why i feel tired often + my shitty sleeping habits + being sick = me crashing and sleeping a lot) ergh. yesterday i actually woke up at 7.30 and got myself a bagel (because i'd taken aspirin for a headache and hate taking any pills on an empty stomach) but while eating it i was watching the new and there was a bit on the case of tori stafford and my mom walked in and explained how apparently her killers had beat her with a hammer before sexually assaulting her...well, that killed my appetite. i really don't understand people, though, or how things like that can happen (especially to children)...it's just really disgusting:( er...and then i went back to sleep until eleven. i also sometime in the night mauled the hell out of my mouth guard to the point that it was ripped into two pieces with the top piece chewed to hell. no idea what the fuck went on there considering i was sleeping when i did it...yesterday was pretty boring, though. i read mostly, and around four went on a walk until about six. i went to the back fields--that place is gorgeous and dirty and wonderful--and just walked along all the back dirt paths...for some reason i prefer to go through the muddy trails and bushes as opposed to staying on the paved paths. it feels more secluded and open to me plus it looks more natural out there. the only problem is that my one leg got scratched to hell, the other covered in mud, both feet (shoes and socks included) were caked in mud, and i got red rashes on both legs. best part of the whole walk, though, is when a little kid came running down the hill to show me the snakes he'd caught and put in a bag. snakes scare the shit out of me but the kid seemed so excited to tell me about it i didn't care. today i again slept until eleven. i know i know but i honestly can't help it :/ again, didn't do much...had a huge headache until about three, plus i felt super sick. but around four i dragged my lazy ass out on another walk. same thing, although this time i also went to the park near here as well. blah. not a whole lot else to say but it actually does feel nice to just write (type) everything down.
Read more...i've decided that i'm going to try to write (er, type?) things down more often, as opposed to bottling up everything until that one moment when it all just comes out (which seems to be happening more and more often nowadays). i will not be writing down every single thought however, mostly i'll just be talking about things i did or are planning on doing, etc. it may help to keep my mind clear and a bit more focused...i hope. i'll work on shit i did today later on though. i don't feel like loading all of that (not that i did much) into this post as well.
Read more...ah. shit went crazily bad here...uh. got really pissed, lost control, did something incredibly stupid that i really really regret and still feel guilty about (hell, i probably will for a long time; that's just the way i am), had some sort of nervous breakdown, cried for five hours (not entirely nonstop but close enough) and went to stay at my aunt's for a couple days. uhm. things are going okay now, i guess. blahblahblah. my dog really missed me and seemed incredibly jealous because everything i brought to my aunt's smelled like her two (incredibly adorable) dogs. haha. sucks to be you shadowbing.
Read more...went to this really amazing 'battle of the bands' last night. uhm. battle of the bay street bands i believe. it was just bankers or investors or somethingthat made bands and performed/competed to raise money for charity (cancer). i actually have no idea what i was expecting when i went haha--my best friends moms boyfriend won tickets to it somehow and gave them to her hen he couldn't get corts mom to go with him :P still the bands kick assed--especially the last one. great talent all around. there werent any original songs though just covers...uhm. songs i can remember: jump & aint talking bout love by van halen, animal by def leppard, billie jean by michael jackson, lola by the kinks, lonely boy by the black keys, you shook me all night long & thunderstruck by ac/dc, born this way by lady gaga, i fought the law by i cant remember, louie louie by the kingsmen?, uh. there were tons lol but thats all i can recall at this current moment in time cause my head is kinda fuzzy. oh i also won some (golf) balls haha. crazy stuff. and ignore the errors in this thing im too stupid to worry about those right now....
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