ah. shit went crazily bad here...uh. got really pissed, lost control, did something incredibly stupid that i really really regret and still feel guilty about (hell, i probably will for a long time; that's just the way i am), had some sort of nervous breakdown, cried for five hours (not entirely nonstop but close enough) and went to stay at my aunt's for a couple days. uhm. things are going okay now, i guess. blahblahblah. my dog really missed me and seemed incredibly jealous because everything i brought to my aunt's smelled like her two (incredibly adorable) dogs. haha. sucks to be you shadowbing.