forgot about this...

ill just do them all now because ill most likely forget about it again (and again and again)

TWO

i dunno. ive been feeling pretty miserable and depressed and worried lately and im not sleeping much again so i dont know whatever fits that

THREE

2010 was pretty fucking boring

things that happened: turned twenty--my best friend got me a book id been needing/wanting--the silence of the lambs by thomas harris because it was all i was missing from the original hannibal lector series (i didnt know about hannibal rising being a book until later that year when i saw it at talize and got it) uhm she mighta gotten me other stuff but that was the best thing haha and basically thats all my birthday was besides feeling pretty alone and blah about it because who the hell wants to celebrate getting older?

uhm i had issues with depression and anxiety and being sick a lot and missed a lot of school and my mom knew about it all basically but the school people didnt seem to care so i was kicked out for missing too much (it wasnt just absences that year but still) so yeah that was great but yeah i got into this adult school and got the two remaining credits i needed to graduate and yeah but hey i got my diploma this year :D

uhm i read a lot and watched a lot of movies because i was alone a lot but whatever

first zombiewalk! i loved it :) i dressed up as a fat old lady zombie and went out with my two best friends and my mom and it was pretty cool--my mom went as zombie marge :D

me and cort getting ready

 

me...

 me, cort, and that chick to the right is cherry no idea who the hell the other people are...

and me and my mom :)

im surprised i was able to remember that much i cant really remember anything else now though :/

FOUR

i have none so whatever

FIVE

i loved yearbook. im not sure why, really...basically we took pictures, designed the pages, worked in photoshop,  wrote captions and stories...all of which are some of my favourite hobbies so it was fun doing that for a class :)

SIX

i honestly wouldnt know i often contradict myself and put myself down even when ive done something that other people say ive done really well with...i guess the easiest way to answer this question is to just say what others have told me ive been good at because i guess that works? uh so heres a list (and i do understand that my way of typing out things kills the first one, haha): writing, doing crap in photoshop, photography, computer programming, anything business related, editing programs, corel programs, html, uhm random junk? i dunno. i was voted most likely to be a dog walker in the grade eight yearbook :D and have been told by people id make a good csi or lawyer :P

SEVEN

ugh i really hate my body but who doesnt? i guess id like to change some things but i dont wanna do anything unhealthy to achieve that because ive done stupid crap in the past that id rather never do again ya know?

EIGHT

ive never been texted :O

NINE

im single and i love it i dunno ive never dated and am not very interested mostly because i have trust issues but whatever

TEN

ugh i dunno id love to change a lot of things i guess right now id love to get glasses though

ELEVEN

lets not talk about this

TWELVE

animal abusers, hompohobes, racists...okay basically anyone who criticizes anybody else because of their race, gender, sexuality, etc. can just get the fuck away from me and the same goes for people who abuse animals, children, or just anyone in general

THIRTEEN

id love to get a job but other than that nothing really because id love to move out but i doubt i could save up enough by the end of the year so yeah

FOURTEEN

im going to be going to the fair on either thursday or friday so i guess im excited for that

FIFTEEN

im going to be wording this a bit differently but they're things im against (so yeah i feel strongly for causes supporting them, etc.) but it basically ties in with number twelve :) im also uber obsessive about music and movies :P

SIXTEEN

uhm id really rather not do this

SEVENTEEN

i worry about life a lot...i try to stay focused on the present and not worry about the future but sometimes i worry about what life will be like then because i know ive screwed it up bad so yeah

EIGHTEEN

reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come

lyrics by social distortion--reach for the sky, my fave song. its a great thing to live by because the past is gone and who really knows about the future? its best to just stay in the here and now instead of trying to focus too much on something that happened or may never happen (although as i said in the last response i sometimes still do

NINETEEN

i dont have a photo of that and basically i sat out on the porch with my dog and read a book because im so fucking cool

TWENTY

id say a 2-3 sorry i just feel like that a lot lately :/

TWENTY-ONE

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TWENTY-TWO

ohgod this would be so hard :/

TWENTY-THREE

i can tell you that youve spelled academically incorrectly...uhm i failed so badly in high school and was always told i was smarter than i seemed and had potential blahblah but i was just having so many issues and found it hard to really focus on school

TWENTY-FOUR

today i have eaten oatmeal, drank a cup of pepsi, two cups of coffee, plan on drinking more coffee, water, having a lettuce and tomato toasted sandwich no idea what ill eat later for dinner maybe vegetable mr noodle noodles but actually i may not eat anything cause i feel crappy blah well wait and see

TWENTY-FIVE

hmm i cant do this because there are no older pictures of me on the computer but the most recent picture of me is this: (with my aunt and uncle last christmas)

TWENTY-SIX

ugh great taste in music and movies would be lovely i also like dark hair and green eyes haha

TWENTY-SEVEN

i am bisexual and yeah i guess it is possible because some people just dont feel attraction to the same gender so yeah whatever 

TWENTY-EIGHT

i dont need to buy anything oh wait i guess i need some more jeans/hoodies for winter but yeah im poor :P

TWENTY-NINE

i have no idea

THIRTY!!! ITS THE END OMG!!!!

hmm tumblr is pretty amazing actually i love the reblog feature because im too lazy to upload my own stuff most of the time and my followers are great and uhm oh everybody on there seems really nice ya know? its hard to explain :P the ask box limitations suck donkey balls, the new dashboard is confusing and i have no idea how to feed my lastfm artists weekly anymore :O